Thursday, June 02, 2005

Spirals.......

I can't believe how fast my emotions are moving, I am going up one minute, and straight back down the next. I am really scared of going totally crazy, and being locked up.
I still haven't formulated a plan of action, all I know is that I need to go somewhere. I will try to get as much cash together as I can in the next three to four weeks and make sure my car is running smoothly, then I'll pack and go.
I'm back at the anxious stage, feeling very sick in my gut, and wanting to throw up. Oh, I stepped on the scales last week and I have lost aniother three kilos, I reckon I'll have lost another three by next Friday.
I'm trying to make sense of some of this but it's all still too confronting and confusing.

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